Beauty...it's hard to understand.
I won't fault the people who think that God can be so unfair at times. I've actually learnt over the years that we shouldn't blame God on anything bad that happens to us, which is fair, but the subject of beauty continues to defy that notion, because it's just so obvious.
I met this particular girl again today at work, and I've actually met her once before. The first time I saw her I was already taken aback by how beautiful she is. This time, it moved me to write this (a marvelous feat in itself).
Everything about her is just so...dare I say, perfect. Alright, she does have a pair of glasses on, but ironically, that didn't diminish or cover up her magnificent looks at all. I've actually seen many, many pretty girls, here or in the UK, dated some, but while all of them always remind me of how "unfair" God can sometimes be, none has pushed me this far so as to actually write something.
She's of Sikh origin I think, shoulder-length hair which is dyed brown. Has quite a slim figure, but is curvy at all the right places. Tanned skin, and as I said, she wore glasses. Quite tall, probably abt 5' 5" or so.
I wasn't moved enough to initiate any sort of conversation with her the first time, maybe because I was busy chatting with other girls myself, but this time I just couldn't let it go! I just made sure we caught each other's eyes, and I smiled at her, to which she smiled back.
Then I went over to another room for lunch, which was already half full with other people. I took some noodles and stood at one end of a long table and started eating. Ms Beautiful came in shortly after, and proceeded to get some noodles for herself. Then she took some other food stuff and stood right next to me at the end of the table (as she was getting her food, I was actually willing her to come near!).
I just had to talk to her. As it turned out, she seemed rather friendly and introduced herself. I intro-ed myself too but her reaction seemed to tell me she already knew who I was (not that I'm famous or anything). We talked a bit about work and university.
When she left, I had to ask her for a business card, which she obliged to give. I gathered she is 4 years my senior. Not a problem really!
Now the one thing I need to stress is, I really am not a pervert. This beautiful girl made me lose my bearings a bit, but it wasn't like I was aroused or anything, even though I can say she's sexy and looks elegant too. No, but I'm quite inert sexually. I just thought she's sooo sweetly beautiful. Nothing perversive, just mere, pure admiration.
I met this particular girl again today at work, and I've actually met her once before. The first time I saw her I was already taken aback by how beautiful she is. This time, it moved me to write this (a marvelous feat in itself).
Everything about her is just so...dare I say, perfect. Alright, she does have a pair of glasses on, but ironically, that didn't diminish or cover up her magnificent looks at all. I've actually seen many, many pretty girls, here or in the UK, dated some, but while all of them always remind me of how "unfair" God can sometimes be, none has pushed me this far so as to actually write something.
She's of Sikh origin I think, shoulder-length hair which is dyed brown. Has quite a slim figure, but is curvy at all the right places. Tanned skin, and as I said, she wore glasses. Quite tall, probably abt 5' 5" or so.
I wasn't moved enough to initiate any sort of conversation with her the first time, maybe because I was busy chatting with other girls myself, but this time I just couldn't let it go! I just made sure we caught each other's eyes, and I smiled at her, to which she smiled back.
Then I went over to another room for lunch, which was already half full with other people. I took some noodles and stood at one end of a long table and started eating. Ms Beautiful came in shortly after, and proceeded to get some noodles for herself. Then she took some other food stuff and stood right next to me at the end of the table (as she was getting her food, I was actually willing her to come near!).
I just had to talk to her. As it turned out, she seemed rather friendly and introduced herself. I intro-ed myself too but her reaction seemed to tell me she already knew who I was (not that I'm famous or anything). We talked a bit about work and university.
When she left, I had to ask her for a business card, which she obliged to give. I gathered she is 4 years my senior. Not a problem really!
Now the one thing I need to stress is, I really am not a pervert. This beautiful girl made me lose my bearings a bit, but it wasn't like I was aroused or anything, even though I can say she's sexy and looks elegant too. No, but I'm quite inert sexually. I just thought she's sooo sweetly beautiful. Nothing perversive, just mere, pure admiration.
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